pluscharmant‌: PHILIPPE

( @oddyssea​  // continuation. )

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       “Is that your POLITE way of telling the one thing that’s always gonna happen between us is SEX?” Philippe frowned, arms held close to his chest as he was taken away from his FAVORITE SEAT as of late. He tilted his head, attempting to sound somewhat ANGRY and not UPSET. It was hard to understand why the response from Karter stung him to the point of breathlessness when he was quite ACCUSTUMED to hearing that. He asked for HONESTY

                                                                 And he got it. 

      “C’mon. I’m not asking you to be my BOYFRIEND. But I wish we could be FRIENDS at least. Somehow you are the only person who’s ever thought I could do anything BETTER than I had been doing and I improved somehow.” Philippe let out a small sigh, sitting on his professor’s table instead. “You probably think I’m young and stupid, but I understand about people A LOT. If you talekd to me, I’m quite sure I could HELP.”

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“THAT ain’t m’fault. You came ont’me understand? Ain’t m’fault y’can’t keep it in yer pants––––BUT NO that ain’t what m’sayin’.”

HE CAN’T help the sense of frustration he feels trying to explain himself despite his best efforts to avoid this VERY conversation they were now having. HE’S not quite angry, but he doesn’t understand what this man’s problem is. WHAT is he doing going and picking trouble where trouble didn’t need to be, and it’s only after the word BOYFRIEND comes out of his mouth that he almost groans, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose.

“So that’s what this is about eh?”

HE PAUSES, groaning a little bit with head in his hands as he tries to discern how he can go about this without creating an EVEN WORSE situation than what’s already been created.

“I can’t––––’SPECIALLY now while yer m’student. An’ y’got plenty a better people out there than me. TRUS’ me when I say, y’don’ know half th’shit y’think y’do ‘bout me an’ it AIN’T somethin’ m’about t’offload on someone who ain’t even really started their life yet. It ain’t fair a me.”

 

ENVY ENVELOPS ME

in my GARDEN there
LIVES
a pretty
DOGWOOD
tree

HURTING & UGLY

THERE'S a WORLD
all around me


P A I N T E D
so the PERFECTLY

WORLD OF RIDDLES & MYSTERIES

Never
F O R G E T T I NG
is like
CHASING
a
HAZE DREAM