baagha‌: AJAY

              ♛ —–   KARTER was so eager to find this place. And now it’s within touching distance. As much as he enjoys this EXCITEMENT in his boyfriend’s face, Ajay trys to keep his own level of enthusiasm as low as possible… — for now.    

              ❛   Yeah, looks pretty GOOD from THIS DISTANCE . But we’ll see what’s waiting up there for us.     He isn’t trying to be pessimistic all of a sudden. Ajay just got more TIRED than usual. Maybe it’s because of KYRAT, or maybe simply because he’s getting older. He himself can’t even tell. Still, he gives Karter a REASSURING SMILE

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              ❛   Well, what are we waiting for? – Let’s go!   

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HE SMILES WIDE, tugging the other man along by the hand, RACING the through the small cut off of forest between them and the temple as he grins wide. IT WAS NICE…to be able to be out in the field again with Ajay since their little hiatus. THE VACATION was nice but he’d felt restless the entire time.

This was his element. HE WAS MEANT to wander the world as best he could and he’d LIVE UP to that need likely until the day he died. HE DRAWS in a quiet breath while they have some solitude to speak candidly.

“Hey…uh…y’ok? I know I ask ya a lot but I uh…I don’ want y’ta feel like y’need t’do this stuff with me after all that’s gone on. ‘d much prefer y’do what makes YOU happy. Yeah?”

HE PAUSES, feeling foolish for having brought it up and after a second he waves his hand dismissively.

“AH forget it. S’stupid.”

 
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ENVY ENVELOPS ME

in my GARDEN there
LIVES
a pretty
DOGWOOD
tree

HURTING & UGLY

THERE'S a WORLD
all around me


P A I N T E D
so the PERFECTLY

WORLD OF RIDDLES & MYSTERIES

Never
F O R G E T T I NG
is like
CHASING
a
HAZE DREAM