sanctemony:

my angel, my bodyguard. how many times do i have to ask you to be nice to my brother, hm? do you know he saved my life. numerous times. i wouldn't be here without him. my brother has been through everything in life, everything. and he's here, standing tall. behave, karter. behave.

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THOSE WORDS echo in his mind. THE HONEY of them crossed with the horrendous image of JACOB SEED is like torture all its own. BUT HE NODS in affirmation, HEARING the statement and his sentiment. HE FEELS himself welling up with anger and disdain. 

HOW COULD JOHN DEFEND SUCH A MAN?

But he holds back those feelings, leaning over and running a hand across his own features for just a moment before breathing in SOLEMNLY. He knows this isn’t a fight he’s going to win so he’s keen to pick his battles. THERE WAS A REASON THEY WERE KEPT SEPARATE.

“I provide your BROTHER with the respect he is owed…but NICENESS is a different story. When have I ever been accused of being NICE to anyone John?”

OF COURSE that’d make him a hypocrite. HE WAS NICE to only one, and though he wasn’t ashamed to admit it, he can’t seem to MUSTER where his break down comes. THAT MAN.

Jacob Seed. WRETCHED LEADER OF THE DAMNED and still he persists to torment Karter like a DEMON all his own.

“I do not seek out conflict with him…BUT has he shared with you his sentiments when it comes to ME? Because I can assure you John, I WOULD never speak a lie to you––––and what I CAN TELL YOU is your brother is far from cooperative with me. I SOUGHT to do my best and serve out my time until I return to you AND YET he seems keen on making sure that I AM AWARE that I belong to him in that time–––AND I WILL NEVER BELONG TO HIM, JOHN. Never.”

HE TURNS to John with a certain conviction. He was loyal, LOYAL to a fault and he’d never dare disobey a spoken order from John, but he will sooner relinquish his life than give over to JACOB when John is who he’s sworn his life to. There’s a visible strain on him…A CRACK in his otherwise STRONG facade and while he’s ashamed he turns away after a moment and draws in a deep breath.

“Please…do not let him try to TAKE me. I am yours and ONLY yours. I swear upon my life––––I WILL ensure that such a fact is NEVER to change.”

@gcdsaved

 
  1. oddyssea-a said: @gcdsaved bc if I’m not making u sad I’m failing as an rp partner :)
  2. sanctemony said: WHAT THE HECK JOEY YOU MADE THIS SAD????
  3. oddyssea-a posted this

ENVY ENVELOPS ME

in my GARDEN there
LIVES
a pretty
DOGWOOD
tree

HURTING & UGLY

THERE'S a WORLD
all around me


P A I N T E D
so the PERFECTLY

WORLD OF RIDDLES & MYSTERIES

Never
F O R G E T T I NG
is like
CHASING
a
HAZE DREAM